Not in the best of moods at the moment. I’ve been having serious regrets about ever moving to San Antonio from Austin. I wish I could just erace the past 8 months but I can’t. Now I can’t possibly move back for at least 10 months and even if I could, I can’t. There is no way I could expect my mom to help us move again and we couldn’t afford to hire movers. On top of which, I’d have to get a job at the lighthouse and we don’t make enough money without some sort of income to qualify for the 3 times rent requirement. I’d have to start at the lighthouse a month before and find someone to stay with in austin during the week and then come back to San Antonio on the weekends. So I think it is clear why I am so depressed. It’s virtually impossible for us to get back and even if it were possible, it’d be nearly a year before we could. If only I could change the past, we would’ve never moved to this city at all. What a bummer!
